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Light

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There comes a day, somewhere in this journey of grief, where the light starts to shine again. While the light is always shining right where you are, at some point it starts to widen to a few inches, then half a foot, then a foot. There comes this point where it illuminates a path in front of you, and instead of constantly looking back to what was, and what happened, what you’ve been...

Chattanooga 70.3

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Throughout my childhood I swam on a summer swim league, for Hickory Hill. When I was 10 I started to excel, and that summer I was rocking the 50 free. As our big meet with the Orchard Park Country Club approached, my coach prepped me. I was going to be swimming against Margaret, she was one of the best 10 year old swimmers, if not THE best one in the entire summer league!!!! He said he thought I...

Texas 70.3

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There is a moment when you walk down the pier to the swim start. The sun hasn’t quite risen but it’s daylight. The West Bay is calm, it’s salt water feeding from the Gulf, just resting. The light can give it this glow, and every time I see that glow, I feel like I am home. I have been coming down to this race on and off since 2009, I don’t know what it is about Galveston...

Walk with me

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When I was a kid, my Dad drank a lot. He and I did the grocery shopping on Sunday nights because that was when the grocery store wasn’t crowded. Pro tip, that is still true and still when I shop. He would buy 2 cases of Utica Club each week. The big ones, I think it had 24 bottles. It seemed normal because he would never be drunk as I have always experienced drunkenness. He would just be...

Don’t try to Boil the ocean

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There comes a period of time in this world of grief, that you begin to emerge. It’s doesn’t happen within a day, a week or a month. It’s more of a slow roll, an evolution as you rise from that deep pit of unfathomable pain. I remember days when I would wonder out loud “How will I make it through this?” and a year later I can look back on that day with respect for who...

Iron Series Part 2: Q&A

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Thank you for the questions you submitted last month! As always if you have them, shoot me an email or PM me on the social channels. I love the questions and I am happy to answer anything and everything. If I don’t know the answer, I know who to direct you to for it. Keep them coming! Q: What do you think about Ironman changing up Kona? A: I am going to challenge this question with a few...

Iron Series Part 1

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Each journey to the starting line of an Ironman, has been a special one for me, for various reasons. I have taken on 140.6 during all phases of my adult life. With a baby, a toddler, school aged kiddo, and now an adult one. I have taken it on during so many life phases that it is honestly too tiring to list them all. At this distance I have qualified for Kona, I have DNF’d, gone sub 11...

Thankful

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As we drove along I could feel a bright light shining beside me. It was the sun, and it shone so bright this Thanksgiving morning. It was literally lighting up the whole sky, and as we drove I felt like it was accompanying us. One right hand turn later and it was behind us, lighting the way through these country roads. It felt like Dad. It felt warm. It felt supporting. While to some it was just...

Lessons

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I don’t know if you have ever stood in the middle of the woods in the fall, and taken a deep breath. Surrounded by colors only leaves can produce, breathing in the crisp air that only belongs to this time of the year. I can’t imagine what it’s like to live where there are not four seasons, where it’s 80 and sunny all the time (warm all the time, what?), there is just...

USAT Long Course Aquabike Nationals

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I was nervous for this one. It was nationals. You don’t come to Nationals with a laissez faire attitude. Those butterflies? They mean you care. And what do we do with them? By now, you know. We put them in formation and we let them fly. When it was my turn to go… I simply said “F*ck it. FULL SEND”. USAT Long Course Nationals was held at Harriman State Park, down near West...